atelier assay #04

July 2025

My July went by fast. I did a lot of creative stuff this month, but also procrastinated a lot on creative stuff, which I think created a funky little feedback loop of small side projects and little updates here and there leading to major crunch time on bigger projects.

Still, I feel good about this month. I learned a lot of new skills and had a lot of fun doing it, even if it was tiring. That sounds astoundingly simple to say, but somehow the realisation feels refreshing to me. The active sensation of learning purely for interest’s sake wasn’t something I realised I missed so dearly until I had a taste again, playing with things outside my comfort zone. Eat your veggies and do things you like.

Well. Here I think it becomes obvious that I write these over the course of the month, because I'm definitely not feeling as chill as I was when July was young. Still: we're here. We make things. We will continue both these things.

Ladyhawke (1985)

Little Pixel Library Covers

High Stakes

Carmilla Contemplations

This cover was a lot of fun to design! The Gothic and vampire fiction in particular are two of my all-time loves, so combined with the chance to dig into some hand-lettering, this was a really fun project. Figuring out how to freehand the curves I wanted in the arch was tricky, but I’m very pleased with how it all came out. Some details I really enjoyed:

music

  • “難破船 / Nanpasen (2014 Remaster)”, Akina Nakamori
    Classic kayōkyoku J-pop. Stirring, grey day kind of melody.
  • “Mind Loaded”, Blood Orange, ft. Caroline Polachek, Lorde, Mustafa
    R&B, electronica. Smooth, summer-washed memory.
  • “First Love”, Hikaru Utada / THE FIRST TAKE
    J-pop, R&B. Bittersweet - this particular version feels particularly poignant because the singer is returning to a breakout song first written at 15. It's an end of chapter love song that doesn't feel false for a teenager or an adult; the emotion in it reshapes itself to the context a listener has to understand it by. The song seems to translate itself into branches over an axis of time rather than language. It unfolds, opens, and relights itself - it never proves a view of itself false or foolish, only offers more angles to understand it from. also this is a really good song for rotating one of my OCs to and i spent probably a solid eight hours this month daydreaming about various related Concepts
  • “mangetout”, Wet Leg
    Indie rock with delightful shoegaze layering. I’m very taken by the gentle delivery of very bitey lyrics in this one.
  • song that plays when you're following a very agile rat (the rat has a lot of backstory)
    instrumental. excellent.

Jinx Things ✨

  • Joined the little pixel library run by Rosemary—my first contribution is Carmilla!
    • Also realised that the vast majority of my pixel art to date has used the time-honoured black/white/red palette combo. Neat.
  • Secret project demo release with KA Tan and Grayson!
    • saint-sworn is a very first visual novel for all three of us and I’m super happy with how everything turned out. It’s got: toxic yuri (made for the toxic yuri vn jam), a knight (pronouns: she/her, gender: Knight) who has a super normal and fine relationship to the concept of self, a natural state of committing violence, and bees! also a keyboard AND click advance-n-scroll function I am very proud of massaging into Twine 😈
  • Launched Timbropixelia with Manon!
    • Timbropixelia is a pixel club/clique for collecting pixel postage stamps. I love writing letters and picking out stamps (or at least window-shopping for them) IRL and I’ve been working on fulfilling my childhood Neopets dreams, including filling out the stamp album, so designing the clique site page was super fun. And of course, my first two stamps pay homage to the bitter exes faeries whose quests I could never complete as a child because I did not have anything but free omelettes and jelly in my inventory.
  • Started cross-posting some of my IF to my bookshelf here.
  • Nearly wrapped first draft in a personal writing project/gift for friends! I try not to be too attached to wordcounts, but having a story I've been working on for more than a year now really settle into shape at "official novella length" feels cool.

watches

  • Bob Hearts Abishola, but exclusively through Youtube Shorts while being on hold on the phone.
    Comedy sitcom. After having a heart attack, a middle-aged sock businessman from Detroit unexpectedly falls for his cardiac nurse, a Nigerian immigrant.
  • Ladyhawke (1985)
    Watched with friends for a birthday and *greatly* enjoyed the synthesizer zings and earnestly 80s fantasy charm. The scenery is chewed, the crossfades are crossfading, the guitars are electric.

Web Experiences

August 2025